Salam Sayang

Assalamualaikum. Hai. Hello. Anyong.

"Even if a person is given the whole world and the between, its still do not enough to fulfill his/her emptiness"

Teringat quote ni tetibe.

Frankly speaking, i always feel empty. Then bila aku terbaca quote ni, aku boleh link very much with myself. Dalam diri kita, kita selalu rasa nak benda ni, nak benda tu kan. Selalu tak cukup dan selalu nak lagi. Tapi sebenarnya bila kita dah dapat pon benda yang kita desire tu sebenarnya, it will still not enough for us.

Apa orang melayu selalu kata tu?? Tak gheti bersyukur?? Haa yang tu lah.

*Syukur Malaysia masih aman *

Contohnya, orang laki kalau mula-mula kawin, you jelah satu satunye untuk i. laut api, onak duri sanggup renangi. tapi bila dah dapat, bini dah mula bagi anak, dah kurang cun, lemak dah bertambah. Mula nak pasang duaa kann(sorry man, it just an example, i know not everyone same)

Bila orang kaya yang dah ada rumah elok, kete elok nak pulak pangkat dan jawatan yang tinggi tinggi kat syarikat.

Because it is never enough, specially when it comes to money and women (not all same ehem)

So so so... what is this all about sebenarnya??

Penah dengar tak cerita Neelofa? Ala artis yang muke macam aku tuu. Pemess tuu

Alhamdulillah sekarang dia dah bertudung. Penah dengar tak story hijrah dia? She's actually was searching. She said she had everything, like financially stable etc ect, but still she felt very empty on the inside. And to fulfill the emptiness, she was searching until she slowly started to attend majlis majlis ilmu. But at that time, dia masih tak merubah her appearance yet. Sampailah satu ketika, dia berasa betul-betul terpanggil untuk mengenakan hijab. And she did despite all the people's talk. Now she is still istiqamah dan kita doakan kita semua (aku, Neelofa, semua) sentiasa diberi hidayah oleh Allah SWT. Aminnn. Dia seperti sudah berjumpa dengan her inner self.

For my case pulak, aku macam/bajet tahu apa sebenarnya yang boleh fulfill my emptiness tapi just cannot executed it betul betul.

Its hard i would say.

Dear myself, plis mujahadah. You know who you should be return to and who will give you truly happiness.

It's Him.

inspiring

in silence, i cry

in laughters, it pain

in smile, i crack

my heart

rythm

melody

who would understand?

He does

words don't match

silence language

deepen