Assalamualaikum wbt
Hi everybody :D
Well it’s a good day. Good weather. It’s just my room’s fan
is a bit not function. Always at its full speed. I think I need to contact the
technician.
People, its been a while now since I make a choice between
uia and obc, I mean doing ib. do I regret it?
I’m myself not quite sure. But one thing clears, I jealous
of all my friends. When they update their status in fb, like goodbye
Malaysians. I’m gonna miss all of you :’(
I think I’m gonna die in jelousy =,=
To all my friends that gonna spend their study time in other’s
ppl country, GOOD LUCK!!
Rahimah, Syafinaz, seriously I gonna miss u guys
They are my besties since langkawi. We study together, eat
at DS together, doing addmath homework, drop PA, spot check others room, going
to LDP meeting, meet miss KB. All together!
And Rem, we’re going to cadet police camping right. Having those
sunburn at our face. Running six rounds of our maktab everyday. And on top of
all, you are a great roommate!
Finaz, we were sitting next to next in graduation ceremony
right.
Speaking from the heart, I feel I was a step behind of them
all. And I was sad.
And worse, I feel failure! But at the same time, I know that
I’m not. Why would study in uia and taking biotechnology as a course would made
me a failed person? WHY?
If I’m in three years ago, I never know this will happen to
me. I never know I will be separated with my friend like this. I mean, not in
the same track like them. Because at that time ,we were all same. We were helping each other in order to
improve our grades.
That's why i think it is because it's not yet my time. Everything happens for reasons.
And i will not sulking with fate and i will not running away from fact. Instead, i face them.
Hikmah is there. Allah have set it all. I believe that.
Next time I'll be there too. You can have my words. With Allah's will, InsyaAllah.
But i admit that dealing with these kind of emotions, you know, like feel ppl looking down of you, is very difficult. But i choose to believe in Allah.
If this path is the best for me, than i accept with warm heart. I will do my best !
:)
